‘A leech a liar a monster’: Fadi Fawaz confesses struggles after George Michael death
Fadi Fawaz has opened up about life after the death of his long-term boyfriend George Michael.
Fawaz, 44, found the Wham! performer dead on Christmas Day 2016 at home in Oxfordshire.
Since the death members of Michael’s family have accused him of leaking stories to the press and asking for money, which Fawaz strongly denies.
In a post that he addressed to the singer, Fawaz wrote: “Dear George it’s Sunday 4 feb I’m home and missing you.”
“A lot happened my dear I became a monster they denied our love our relationship and accused me of so much sh*t and I think somehow you should know what’s been happening since you were gone,” he wrote to his 28,000 Twitter followers.
In another post he wrote: “Can you believe they even accused me of taking your life away and for the next 3 month till the truth came out the person behind the counter would give me the change and not touch my hand”.
He added: “The person you loved and made number 1 in your life became a leech a liar a monster and almost homeless the person who loved you very much and who you were number 1 to”.
Fawaz has hit out at tabloid rumours repeatedly – playing down reports he claimed were due to be published that he has found love again.
“The Media seem to be spreading romour from tomorrow that I have found love again and apprently [sic] very much in love with a new partner,” he wrote online.
“I just want to make it clear its all untrue, none of it is the truth and its all lies lies lies.”
He later added: “Please don’t believe anything you read specially tomorrows news.
“All the made up stories about me since day one are getting a bit out of line and very ridiculous. love from me x”.
Despite warning followers not to believe the stories about his love life, there was no evidence the stories were actually published.
He later added: “Sorry for the delay I was getting my facts right.”
The Lebanese born photographer has struggled to come to terms with the death of his boyfriend, repeatedly posting heart-breaking messages about how much he misses Michael.
At Christmas he spoke of his heartache a year on from the sudden death.
“I will always miss you till the day I meet you,” read the opening line,” he wrote on Instagram.
“It is what it is” Fadi wrote in the caption alongside it.”
Speaking to the Sunday Mirror Fawaz revealed that left London for Christmas – haunted by the reminders of time with his celebrity partner.
He was said to be “wounded” with grief and headed off to the countryside.
He said: “I will be spending Christmas in the countryside with some friends. I can’t stand all the Christmas trees or lights around London.
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“It makes me so sad, I just want it over and done with.”
And of the prospect of finding love again, he added sadly: “There will never be anyone ever again, that is the truth.”
He also vowed to never speak of the day he found the star dead.
He went on: “I don’t think I want another wound in my body. I don’t see the point in telling the worst day of my life to the world. George was one of a kind, I have lost a unique man.”