Glee star Jane Lynch on growing up gay: ‘It was almost like I had a disease’
Jane Lynch has opened up about how she lived a life of “secrecy” during her struggle to accept her sexual orientation as a teenager.
The Glee actress said: ”It was almost like I had a disease I had been diagnosed. I had a journal and … I remember I wrote, ‘I am gay. No one can ever know this.’
”It led to a life of secrecy that I had to unravel.”
Lynch knew she was different from her other female classmates but didn’t realise that she was a lesbian until she was 14.
She said: “I identified more with boy things. I enjoyed dressing like a boy. The boys stopped wanting to play with me when I got to be about 10 and I had to fight to play baseball.”
Lynch admits to being scared of rejection and that to be “ostracised would have been the worst thing.”
Now 53-years-old, the actress describes the conflicts she faced as a teenager as a journey of self-acceptance.
“You are going to find something in you that is going to help you move on and make you a more extraordinary person,” she said. “And you’ll use that all through your life.”
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